“Life isn’t just a movie, and no matter how hard you try, some things aren’t just made for the unlcuky”
———–
by kytaen on elastics
littlevoices: trying hard and lucky
Month: April 2021
Important skills on 2021 based on world economic forum
and how can you brag about it in your interviews.
those skills are:
1.Analytical thinking and innovation’
2. Active learning and learning strategies
3. Creativity, originality and initiative
4. Technology design and progamming
5. Critical thinking and analysis
6. Complex problem-solving
7.Leadership and social influence
8. Emotional Intelligence
9.Reasoning, problem solving and brainstorming
10. System analysis and evaluation
As I said before, you could brag those skills on your interview. just said ‘based on world economic forum’ or something I guess. but saying that those are indeed officially the most important skills could make you seems better than other participant. We see from this list, all of them basically resolve around analysis and problem solving. So I think you should start working on it if you know didn’t have it right now. Let’s start with myself.
As for me, I’m an analysist person. but analyzing a ‘system’ is a bit hard for me. or I just haven’t done it much. problem solving is most likely something I’ve been doing in my organization so I could say that’s a cross on my list.
Initiative, I’m 100 percent sure I could be put on that list too. people around me are just so passive, in some circumtances that made us should be initiative and they just wouldn’t. Innovation and creativity, I could go with that too. Another cross. Leadeship and social influence, this probably mean I should work more on my youtube and instagram. ugh I just uninstalled instagram. bur Tim Ferris didn’t even have social media app so what should I do ha.
Well that’s enough about me, and how about you?
MESSING A LIVE-STREAM: I TOLD YOU I CANNOT!
written in 24 April, 2021
(english version)
This is the second live stream that I manage. The first time was at the National Inclusion Seminar from Formapi UB last year. And …… the result is not much different, should I say. Ah, that one was better I guess.
2-3 weeks ago at my campus spiritual department meeting I asked to be a part of the ‘sharing time’ programs, like a talk show, to become a YouTube operator. Why? Idek.
I just complied, because there was no one other than me at the meeting that could (maybe there is but we don’t talk about yesterday).
Several things that confused me after entering the program is… I have to do a lot of things.
No, really, but I think this is too much for what was originally just ‘operating youtube’, like hello? please?
the first one. I was suddenly asked (more like appointed) to create a logo. I clearly said I couldn’t. Half a day later, I got charged and I reluctantly made it from google pics, changed a glass logo and letter logo then combined it. The result? They asked for revision. and my god doesn’t know how ???
I was ghosting them for a week and suddenly they already made a poster with their own logo out of nowhere. Fine, okay. So yesterda I made 3 logos and suddenly you guys already have your own logo? duh.
Okay, the incident is over.
4 days before the day of the talkshow, I was messaged again to make posters. This time I felt better at saying yes because I know how to make a poster, and since I haven’t been editing for a long time, I think this can be my warm-up.
The problem is …… one important thing for those of you who want to request editing. Please, really please. Give any description of the contents of the poster!
Hell! yesterday was the 2 most stressful days in this month because my friend who knew who the guests are was suddenly sick, and there were a lot of miscommunication between the staffs.
I.Hate. This.
like, first I have to wait a looong time to know who are the pople needed in the poster? and why don’t you give me the photos?
and then, the head dept frequently asking me to change the photo into cartoonish. HELL It would take a lot of time! and he said use app! and I have tried it, but whats the frcking point if it was just turned ot like this?
Idk, I can blame my position which no longer cooperates with friends. (I continue to spiritually campus because of my friend, and he is leaving this month. Fine) (I could say we totally lost contact at this point) (how disappointing)
Now suppose the poster is finished and I have to prepare for the live stream.
Because I think I understand how, so I didn’t prepare from the previous day. Asr broadcast time, and I practice from midday. Is that enough? Not at all.
The problem was, at that time, I was recommended to make a live stream directly from the zoom. It worked, but the display on Yutub only shows one name and can’t see the speaker view. I’m stressed again.
Looking for an answer in Gugel, I didn’t find it, Yutub or what else. And the only person who understands this is a man and I can’t ask to enter the family room.
(This is complicated if the event is separated. Please)
Finally I didn’t live stream from zoom, but used obs.
BUT! This is also a disaster! The first 15 minutes, I didn’t check the sound and THERE’S NO VOICE. Oh god …… fortunately I have mastered putting on a confident face so that people in zoom room don’t have to worry about technical mistakes.
The sound problem is over, and I’m confused again. Why is this obs live stream displaying all my windows pages? I can’t change the windows tab because it will appear on the live. (even at the beginning my wa also appeared. Crazy)
The confusion has not yet been resolved (I have given up on it), which suddenly the signal is broken and I logged out of zoom. I just laughed internally.
Finally, I tried resetting obs and hey. I only needs to input a new window view and my display window problem was resolved.
Finally …… the last 37 minutes went smoothly and after the live was over I posted it on Yutub with the title ‘sharing time part2’
Lol
because the Part 1, I upload it 2 days later.
So there you have it, my live stream incident.
next time i will be better prepared when I am asked to live again
The problem of my displeasure with my dept yesterday, I hope it’s over. After all, forgiving is the best action, right?
(INDONESIA VERSION)
ini live stream ke dua yang aku pegang. pertama kali adalah di seminar inklusi nasional dari formapi ub tahun lalu. Dan…… hasilnya ngga jauh beda should I say. Ah, malah yang dulu lebih baik.
2-3 minggu lalu pada rapat departemen rohis kampus aku diminta masuk ke salah satu proker ‘sharing time”, seperti talkshow, buat jadi operator youtube. Why? Idek.
Aku manut aja, karena ya apa ngga ada orang lain selain aku di rapat kali itu (mungkin ada well we don’t talk about yesterday). beberapa hal yang buat aku bingung setelah masuk proker… aku diminta banyak hal.
No, seriously but I think this is too much for what originally just ‘operating youtube’ like, hello?
First. Aku tiba tiba ditunjuk buat bikin logo. I clearly said I can not. Half a day later, aku ditagih dan reluctantly aku ubah logo gelas dan kombinasi huruf logo dari gugel. Hasilnya? Mereka minta revisi and god I didn’t know how???
Aku ghosting selama seminggu dan tiba tiba mereka udah buat poster dengan logo sendiri entah dari mana.fine, okay.jadi kemarin aku buat 3 logo dan tiba tiba kalian udah ada logo sendiri.
Okay, incident itu selesai.
4 hari sebelum hari h talkshow akhwat, aku di pc lagi untuk bikin poster. Kali ini aku lebih enak mengiyakan karena aku paham bagaimana membuat poster, dan karena aku udah lama ngga editing maka aku rasa ini bisa jadi pemanasan ku.
Masalahnya…… satu hal penting buat kalian yang mau reques editing. Plis, plis banget. Kasih deskripsi apa aja isi poster nya!
Hell kemarin 2 hari paling stress di bulan ini karena temanku yang tahu siapa pengisi acara tiba tiba sakit, dan a lot of miscommunication.
I. Hate. This.
Idk, aku bisa menyalahkan posisi ku yang ngga lagi kerja sama teman. (aku lanjut rohis kampus karena temanku, dan dia keluar bulan ini. Fine) (I could say we totally lost contact at this point)(how disappointing)
Sekarang anggap poster selesai dan aku harus mempersiapkan live stream.
Karena aku rasa aku paham caranya, jadi aku ngga mempersiapkan dari hari sebelumnya. Jam tayang ashar, dan aku latihan dari zuhur. Apakah itu cukup? Ngga sama sekali.
Masalahnya saat itu aku direkom buat live stream langsung dari zoom nya. Berhasil memang, tapi tampilan di yutub cuma menampilkan satu nama dan ngga bisa kelihatan speaker view. Aku stress lagi.
Cari jawaban di gugel ngga ketemu, yutub apa lagi. Dan satu satunya orang yang paham ini adalah laki laki dan ngga bisa aku minta masuk room akhwat.
(ini ribet nya kalo acara pisah pisah. Tolong)
Akhirnya aku ngga live dari zoom, tetapi pakai obs.
Ini juga disaster! 15 menit pertama, aku ngga cek sound nya dan DIA G ADA SUARA. Oh god…… untung aku sudah master memasang muka pede agar orang orang di zoom ngga kalut sendiri sama kesalahan teknis.
Masalah suara selesai, aku bingung lagi. Settingan obs ini kenapa menampilkan semua display ku? Aku ngga bisa ubah ubah tab windows karena bakal muncul di live nya. (bahkan pas awal wa ku juga muncul. Gila)
Belum kelar kebingungan itu (aku udah pasrah), rejeki dari mana tiba tiba sinyal putus. Aku hanya ketawa.
Akhirnya, aku coba atur ulang obs dan hey. Dia cukup input windows view baru dan masalah display window ku tadi selesai.
Akhirnya…… 37 menit terakhir berjalan lancar dan setelah live selesai aku post di yutub dengan title sharing time part2
Lol
Part 1 nya malah baru aku up 2 hari setelah nya.
Jadi begitulah, balada live stream ku.
Kali aja nanti bisa lebih siap saat aku diminta live lagi
Masalah ke ga enak hati ku kemarin, aku harap sudah selesai. Toh, forgiving is the best action, right?
my first public relations
and this one is international-wide.
oh, ya rabb.
anyway I fell like my heart gonna combust now! those guys are really understanding. their really kind, accepting that each one of us must be having exam, or any busy activities.
so, this time, I was a part of SRE nationals- society renewable energy event committee. our event is international wide, and since I only be a part of the PR I didn’t really know about the details etc. etc.
my job is, to 1. list name of universities in Africa and America
ah this one is kinda hilarious. at first I thought that this ‘America’ is the… continent so I didn’t have to put it on my list
but! turns out it was the ‘UNITED STATES’ which contains of 200 UNIVERSITIES ACROSS THE NATION! and that’s only the 200 top best!
I was originally struggling with list in, let’s say the Aruba, in Botswana or Netherlands Antigua. there’s only like 3 max per continent
AND DUDE I GOT UNITED STATES OMYGOSH
so I ended up putting… like 49 or maybe 51 universities on my list (the target given to us is 30 mind you). still, there’s one person who put ONE UNIVERSITY more than me. only ONE but I felt betrayed lol
anyway, I haven’t start my approaching and…
gonna follow up the news soon! bye~
pulang dan persiapan
15:23
‘saya masih bingung, orang orang itu tahu mereka akan wafat tapi ngga siap2’
hidup masih main main, amal ngga dinaikin
mana orang wafat yang bawa harta, bawa tahta. kita pulang cuma bawa amal
me and art
no. just coloring, apparently
I draw more frequently in my high school time, at dorm. that’s because I hace no phone, and the only way I can do my art is drawing in notebook or wardrobe. yes, I draw at my wardrobe. maybe should put a photo if I met one
ah! today I found a new way to do colorings. It’s a style I’m dying to know how to. and just this noon I found that I could do the style in ibis paint.
so I did it!
here’s the new style
it was this one
thanks to ibispaint (and any art app basicaly) color pick, I could learn how to coloring (there’s a story behind my first ever coloring) and just, until last year I would said to my self ‘I could draw, but I suck at coloring!’
and how the tables turned now.
(I haven’t draw in any sketch book in 2 years. wow)
kay, so. this is my other styles.
I never post it in my feeds. only brave enough to post in in my highlight story.
eh, and none of the models wear hijab, sooo…
it usually works for a manga panel, specially a simple pic. like, those low-quality pic. I tried to have pastel color in this style
always. have a background. it based on real pic. I originally using my friends pic from high school, but lately it’s hard to fine one which could suit my captions.
so… I search in instagram photograph tags instead.
eh. I kinda proud of those. haha. but, I got nothings from those. not yet. maybe I’ll try a commission but eh, not sure enough.
My other projects as portofolio: https://drive.google.com/folderview?id=1xIpGQBVFUSZw_H7gKNqcrWjRMpLNRuhp
AC and DC motors problem
some problems I found from dc motors and generators material
I was studying for tomorrow exam, when this question came
picture one, is DC brush. from DC generator. we always thought that this circuit will make DC voltage
but, the question now. what will happen if we give AC voltage instead?
mindblown. boom
gonna update once I got the answer.
review buku: pernah tenggelam. persembahan buat nak kpopers (dan popers manapun)
Akhir januari lalu, aku ngebet banget mau beli buku. Sebagai bagian dari resolusi 2020 : satu buku satu bulan. Buku yang diincer adalah janisari terakhir nya salim a fillah. Tapi karena harga nya masih mahal ganti haluan jadi buku lain. Jadilah buku ini terbeli bersama #mncrgknskl nya Salim A. Fillah dan Zaky A. Rifai. Kedua buku ini pernah aku baca waktu kelas 12, pinjem ke teman. Karena menurutku kedua buku ini menarik, akhirnya mereka jadi penuntas resolusi bulan januari 2020.
Waktu bukunya dateng, yang pertama kali aku buka adalah buku pernah tenggelam nya fuadhnaim. Aku tertawa, sarkras. Merasa ironi karena aku bukan korban k wavers, kenapa aku beli buku ini???
Bagian yang aku suka, salah satunya tentang pemaparan lgbt dari sudut pandang dia. Dibahas di situ gimana licik nya orang orang yang bikin film, drama atau para boyband. Pasangan gender samar samar dari cerita perempuan yang terperangkap di tubuh laki laki, lalu suka sama laki laki. Pasti jarang penonton nya mikirin itu aktor laki tulen harus akting gimana gimana sama laki tulen lain nya. Atau tindak tanduk anggota boyband yang suka micu pemikiran liar para fans nya.
Sedihnya, banyak muslimat yang jadi korban mereka. Yang kalau ketemu ikhwan bilang nya jaga pandangan. Tapi begitu yutuban sifat liar nya kebangetan.
Alur cerita gender samar samar tadi aku yakin ngga cuma di drakor. Bahkan sinetron juga bisa jadi ada aja yang begitu. Yah ngga tau sih.
Salah satu contoh poin yang berlaku universal. Fuadh juga memasukkan bahasan ini, tentang kalian yang alay alay ngidolain barat dan korea tapi lupa sama doi yang paling sempurna diantara manusia. Rasulullah saw. Atau yang jelas jelas kamar penuh poster, hobinya ngoleksi tiket konser, tapi lisan nya terus terusan bilang ‘saya masih islam! Idola saya muhammad!’. Serah kalian deh, kata fuadh.
Fuadh membandingkan kita dan manusia jaman jahiliah. Betapa sifat nya ga jauh beda, cuma media nya saja yang berubah. Kayak misal sikap umat terhadap zina, pacaran dianggap biasa. Zina mata juga. Aku iseng tanya ke temen, zina mata itu tetep ga boleh kan? Ya. Katanya. Kalau gitu ig ngga boleh dong? Yaaah proses dulu deh, yang penting udah niat.
Hayolo
Makanya, buat ente ente yang mau hijrah. Atau mau ngajak orang hijrah. Kasih buku ini aja. Gausa bilang ‘ane bukan kpopers!’ Karena belum ada buku dari fandom lain yang ngajak tobat kayak bang fuadh ini. Atau mungkin ada, tapi belum dikemas seapik Pernah Tenggelam. Ah iya, tunggu 5 tahun lagi. Aku yang nyusul bikin bukunya.
this is why we can’t have nice things
online exam. that’s it
okay, so.
usually, I have like 10GB free internet from the ‘kemendikbud’-education ministry but, earlier in the march I have this one practicum that demanding to install 3 application on my laptop
and each software is 6GB! one even 12GB but thankfully I had download it when I’m home with WIFI connection. but now, I live in granny house and there’s no wifi. and I’m not one who constantly going to café for WIFI (sounds nice, but I never go to ANY café at all. even in malang) and it would be much bother to find one in the first place. and yeah, corona.
so now, I had to spent almost 100k rupiahs for internet data. I don’t know what happen, or is it because my phone hasn’t upgrade yet but lately the internet speed is really worse.
okay, that’s bit too much maybe. But I’m not used to buffering, okay. And we’re in exam weeks oh please!
Actually that got me thinking…
I only had a 10-15 minutes buffering and I always complained ?
now, how with those kids that live in the rural area? how about them that didn’t have any money for internet data. and even those one who don’t have any phone for real.
how about those who learn with HT? the walkie talkie? for the sake of ‘social distancing?’
life’s really hard. Mine wasn’t something big. I shouldn’t complain. Just do my task, and finish all my assignment.
right.
see: leave it, they say
thousand step to go
I reached 4 juz in elementary
going to middle school, I-somehow-managed to memorized 7 more juz. I graduated with 11 juz total.
high school, I can’t just resume my memorizing. I had to repeat my recitation from beginning again.
I graduated with 15 juz. 11 of it I recited at exam
2 years after high school. I hasn’t reach another juz yet.
I used to think it’s impossible to memorizing quran again.
but for the last 2 months, I’ve been reciting quran and I felt like, magically I remember how it feels ziyadah and murojaah.
and more importantly, how to ziyadah and murojaah.
yesterday I thought, maybe finishing 30 juz isn’t impossible anymore.
I just had to recite it periodically.
maybe I could finish 20 juz this year
and 5 more next year.
then in my last year of college, I could finish my memory of quran
who knows?
might make it my goals from now.
after all, If I fail to plan.
then I planned to fail.
piece of me I was too scared to accept
“I am you. I am exactly everything that you’ve said I am: Despicable, lonely; I had felt abandoned.”
“I’ve hurt people, and all I want is for the turbulent feelings inside of me to ease. But all of that makes me human.”
“You are every piece of me I was too scared to accept, too terrified to look at head on in fear that it would swallow me whole.”
“I’m not scared anymore. I have people that care about me, people that worry about my well-being. They ask about my day and spend time with me just for the company. They’re here to stay, and so am I.”
“You were supposed to accept me,” it shrieks. “I was supposed to take control!”
“I am accepting you. We are the same being. We just won’t be as hateful as everyone assumes us to be.”
You’re not sure, but you think the shadow is crying. “But, the people! The humans will never fully accept us!”
“It’ll be okay.” You place your other hand on their forearm and smile. “We aren’t alone anymore.”
-by moonmayhem on The Fox Witch
asupan hari ini: podcast thirty days of lunch
akun ini booming 1-2 tahun lalu. dan sekarang host nya lebih fokus ke youtube lagi dan dia juga penulis buku you do you yang aku cari cari tapi belum ketemu di ipusnas
seri podcast yang aku dengari kemarin feat bareng david gadgetin. menarik. dan.. unik
pembahasan nya memang pasti lebih fokus ke aspek yutube nya. tapi banyak selingan selingan dimana dia bicarain motivasi dan kebiasaan hidup dia.
poin poin yang aku dapat,
-bikin youtube paling enak kalau udah ngga fokus kuliah lagi. mungkin tingkat 3 akhir atau tingkat 4
–planning itu, banyakin aja. buat skenario hidup paling unik yang mau kamu ikutin.
if you fail to plan, you are planning to fail.
-ada partner in crime, dalam hal ini editor itu mantap banget kalo mau menempuh jalan yutube
-tanggung jawab apa yang kau mulai
-nekat itu butuh. dalam beberapa situasi
-kalau mentok sama inspirasi, take a break dan spent 3-4 jam hari mu buat researching
-main data, main angka.
-keluarga hobi baca walaupun cuma manga pasti output nya lebih bagus dari pada tidak sama sekali
-kerja keras itu harus. tapi kalau tanpa rencana brilian ya ga ada artinya
-kalo ada orang sukses jangan tanya tips nya. kepoin aja perjalanan awal nya. 5w 1h sebelum dan menjelang masa masa nya. kebiasaan dia saat itu. motivasi orang terdekatnya.
dan banyak lagi
link podcast di bawah ini. bisa didengarkan tanpa akun gugel (mungkin).
ada tamu mau datang, dia bulan ramadhan
semangat ramadhan
=ini taujih untuk syuro ldf pagi ini=
teman2 tahu kan bentar lagi kita ada tamu
yang namanya romadhon
aku mau bawa vibes2 lagi aja. biar yang semangat maikin smgt. yang lagi tepar tugas dan job jadi ikutan semangat buat menyambut tamu kita ini
bulan romadhon
di bulan ini literally nya ‘fastabiqul khairat’. berlomba2 lah kalian dalam kebaikan
dan kalau teman2 analogikan, dia ini seperti olimpiade. yang hadiahnya adalah… pahala dan surga.
ramadhan itu seperti marathon
selama 30 hari itu harus gas, lari kenceng. ga boleh ada yang namanya futur ga boleh ada yang turun
kalau digambar grafik dia harus naik. linear, eksponensial. yang penting naik
kalau sahaabat dulu, mereka ini 6 bulan sebelum ramadhan udah starting. tapi kita, tiba2 mausuk romadhon. ojol2 mau khatam 10 kali. gitu
ya ngga bisa, kita pasti bakal habis bensin di jalan. tepar
karena bulan bulan sebelum nya ngga siapin
kalau athlit itu juga kan nyiapin nya berbulan2 sebelumnya
makanya ahli ibahad ahli dzikir alim ulama itu juag sama. mereka siapkan ibaadah2 dari jauh seebelum romadhon
maka di waktu tersempit ini, kita masih belum kessiangan
masih bisa ngumpulin amunisi
orang yang ingin berhasil, harus start dari awal
anggap aja kamu mau lomba lari. lomba nya jam 6, berarti kita harus datang jam berapa? jam 6.5? ngga bisa kan.
kita harus datang beberapa menit atau 1 2 jam sbelunya
lari kecil, strecing, pemanasan.
sama kayak romadhon. ini puncak perhelatan
di romadhon ini, semua ibadah di lipat gandain. semua macem ibadah ada
nah sekarang tanyakan pada diri kita. apakah kita ahli tahajud?
apakah kita ahli dhuha? ahli tilawah infaq sedekah?
jika belum maka coba. sekarang bayangkan dan camkan. berapa target tahajud mu.
….
berapa target tilawah.
…..
waktu apa yang mau kamu khususin buat romadhon.
doa sama allah biar tercapai dan diberi kekuatan
kalau yang sudah rajin tilawah, pertahankan
yang sudah rutin qiyamulail, teruskan
yang sudah langganan senin kamis, alhamdulillah
jangan lupa. ajakin, ingetin. temen2 nya. keluarga nya.
jadi ingat. sekali lagi. kalau kita mau ramadhan sukses sampai akhir,
maka, siapkan lah dari sekarang. dan mulai lah pemanasan .
single line instalasi listrik
pengawaran pada instalasi listrik
kabel merah fasa biru garis garis netral
hijau ground
berikut contoh tugas praktikum Bengkel instalasi, penggambaran single line instalasi listrik dari denah rumah
SANTRI PUNYA CERITA 