feelin’ pretty shit so here im gonna dumps what i did today so i could pretend i’ve been more productive.
Wake up a little bit late, and grandma said she’s going to shoum (fasting) today. I hestitated for a bit, thingking it’d be more polite to fasting along, but yeah, no-
so i didn’t
but i cut some pear for grandma break fasting.
Aaand, today we have musyker- musyawarah kerja, or…. beginning year meetings.
I thought it’d be work presentation only but there’s also some motivation session from our alumni. mostly about some tips for our programs. Said that we should make something that needed, cruciial, and not random things we just passed on from earlier generations.
speaking of, we, hmm. yah we should wear mask too. the mask work as a hijab for us. i mean, when we do offline meet there’d be this big curtain work as a hijab so we couldn’t see each other. but things goin’ online for now so… they told us to wear mask.
I… sometimes dislike it. but then i remember there’s also some of my friends doing it too. probably given weird looks from their family too, and I think I couldn’t protest so… I just do it.
and, when I started to lose my contretation I kinda just, start drawing. and boom. I got 3 pic a day.
3. i said, THREE. THAT’S MORE THAN I DO LAST WEEK OOOOOOOH
here’s two of ’em
hm hm. satisfied a little bit
but then there’s this voice saying in my head, so what of your academic? your degree? you know nothing about your degree huh?
And i get sad again.
Ah, just now, I kinda panicked because I’m running out of my internet data. all of sudden. seriously last morning I checked it’s still 4gb! ugh indosat suck. so I have to buy another packet data. and said goodbye for my 70 thousand rupiah
soo that’s my work today.