what a failed week

i just had one job. one job!

So originally, since last week i’ve officially ended my mid semester, i thought it’d be a good thing to start my youtube videos again. Which, yes i have planned it before hand. As you can see in the gray notes i’ve made some list of which channel i like the most and probably the easiest for me to copy(and modify a little) then make my own videos. Then, the last class of mathematics I is ended in friday, and i thought oh yeah let’s do a youtube week! And then i planned the side notes, the purple one of each days goals.

But then life come crashed hard. Around the start of the week, my head department contacting me and expecting me to attend the weekly meeting for media contents of our project. Which, I thought it wasn’t my job??! I was supposed to handle recruiting but he ask me to made some instagram story contents. That was so hard (or so I think). To be honest I have start a little project with my hs bestfriend and we made those islamic stories with songs and animation a bit (kinda reels or tiktok but 10 to 15 seconds). and between happily making and forcefully is different. I’d not enjoyed it. And true that. The fact that my content project partner here, who are younger than me called me with my name and Im offended. (after one or two talk with my friend I learned to ikhlas with all of these things)

Secondly, I had to manage zoom meetings for two days straight, for 6 hours. And oh if that didn’t made me drained (and I’m fasting to and I should not be, but I take that as a reason of me having no spirit). in the end, I had no videos done but I hope, really, I could at least finish some this week.