for real bro
maybe this month has been hard for me
as in, hard for writing, that is. no matter how troubled I am by my weeks and days, I wouldn’t dare called it hard. there’s actually more people on earth who has tougher life than me, so, well I wouldn’t call this stressful days hard
anyway, this month has been a little bit busy, I would admit.
there’s a practicum, that I became an assistant coordinator and it demands so much attention of me. another, is a series of my mentoring project, a school of mentoring that, to be honest is reaaaaally the hardest part of this month. first of all, I’m only a secretary-as same as vice-in department but almost all the things required in this project done by me.
part of it because I was scared.
I was scared that I’d burdened my staff- which is reallly wrong because the purpose of a staff after all, is to work. another thing is, because from the first time I ask their help, there’s not much response, and I’m left doing it all alone anyway.
so yeah, it came to a loop hole. which in the end really taking a toll on me. and maybe, from their point, is a big failure of a project that would made their view of my department down so low
but, contrary of that. the other project that I manage from IEEE is much, much, better. and I learned a lot from this project.
even if I’m being the head of the project. but our head department is giving me so many help- well I’m the one who asking that in the first place in the beginning- and the staff, the people, are really, really helpful.
why is this happening?
well, we could get into the depth of organization managing but let’s save that for later.
so, that’s actually resume what happened this month. just pray for me to finish my internship preparation the next two weeks. cheers
ps: psst, please try read this two best writing of mine (at least I thought it was the best)
SANTRI PUNYA CERITA 